CRUSH #2
You take a shower.
I roll over
Griffith Park
And yellow hills kiss the sky good morning.
You freckle in the sun
And smolder.
Like peaches in my ice cream
And you melt.
I melt with you.
I watch you powder your nose.
Tiny Tiny White Dust.
Like snow, like blow
Like wind and sugar
Plum Nutcracker.
I’m crushed between your teeth
And a soft smile.
You said
“Nobody gets out alive.”
I like your bed
And the smell of steak burning in your kitchen.
The quiet of your house.
We are quiet, you and me.
Maybe it’s lame to enjoy
Stillness
But when the world stops moving
My thoughts don’t have to be so loud
To scream over the sound of traffic
And kazoo music, the psychotic shrieks,
And hot breath, biting snakes
And television host speak
You won’t call me for days,
And I’ll spend them
Five bucks for coffee
And my yellow journal.
I look at the people drinking with a book
Talking about movies and work.
I imagine telling them all about you and me.
Because I can tell them pieces of you and me
And they won’t ask me for more.
They still wash cars
At the car wash
Even after we’re finished you know?
You call me your little rock n roller
And I miss you from the passenger seat of your car
So I reach over to feel your thin brown hair.
You once loved a woman,
A child you’re told
But don’t think twice it’s alright.